PUC????

Ever since I came to Puc things have been literally a rollercoaster. It's hard to understand why I continuously go through step after step of life just to be at the next step again. I guess that's what life is right? I have been sitting out for a year and a half and I have been so ready to play and now that the time has come I just feel so tired and burnt out from doing everything it took to get there. I had to take 17 units in the last quartet to be eligible to play basketball this quarter in the middle of the season. For most people it would not be worth it but for me it was because I have been here since last year when we had a whole different coach. Coach Mike Esco is the one who originally called me up here to come to PUC. He was let go last year and I have been having to adjust to the situation as it has played out and it has been up to me on my own to understand the eligibility rules and follow them on my own. The plan and vision he had for me is gone and out the window and with our new coaches we instantly began making changes and I adjusted to it while at the same time trying to get myself together. It is super hard for me to worry about myself when things are not super orderly. I am used to discipline and consistency and I personally do not perform well when things are in shambles. Out of all the schools I have been to, PUC for some reason goes through the most changes from year to year. I would love for things around here to be consistent and I would never blame the staff personally. I feel bad for the staff at times. We are a great school and have so much to offer but sometimes we do not keep things the same.