Ready for this Quarter to end

With so much going on in my life and I am sure we all have so much going on I am super ready for a fresh start next quarter and for this quarter to be over!! It has been a terrible quarter for me performance wise and how I once couldn't wait for basketball season to be here. I literally could not wait for it to end this year. I needed that time to really focus on the quality of my work. Just turning in assignments is not good enough for me. I have to put my all into them or else I might as well fail. I also need space from others as well to ensure I am okay and I am taking care of myself. As much as I love my teammates, their presence at times can be overwhelming and being around so many people gives me anxiety at times and I really sometimes am searching for a peace of mind amongst chaos. I am thankful for everything God showed me this quarter and I am happy for it to be ending soon. I am ready for some time back home around family and time to rest and mentally replenish. I loved taking this class and these blogs have served sort of as a personal journal for me and my thoughts that feel safe and are not social media and super public. I plan on finishing strong this last quarter and hitting the weights, working on my dribbling and outside jumpshot, and rehabbing my ankle and knee so I can transition into a productive summer. I look forward to working and saving money this quarter as well so I can make sure I keep my school payments up to date and I plan on working on a few short films this summer as well!! I love this cold weather and I am not ready for that heat but I am sure ready for school to be over and to have a whole summer to perfect my skills in basketball and get my mind right for senior year.